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[20 Dec 2002|03:58pm] |
I was at the store today on a mission for a new toothbrush for Danielle, some brownie mix and shampoo (random, I know) and while I'm standing in line, the guy behind me asks if I'm a lesbian. Whaaat? He points to my tattoo and asks me again. Oh. I explain that its actually my daughters name and he shrugs apparently bummed and turns around most likely looking for someone else to harrass. Ugh. What a weirdo. I knew from experience that people could ask some pretty dumb things but this was beyond lame on his part. Really, I mean if I was a lesbian, I'm pretty sure I would have been offended by him. I probably should have been anyways considering he must have been staring at my ass for a while in order to get a good enough view of the tattoo on my back. *shudders* Men.
In motherly news, with 5 days left until Chirstmas Im trying to think up some ideas to start as a tradtion with Danielle for Christmas. Now maybe I should have thought of something early and we could have done it up until Christamas day but Im thinking about things more along the lines of the night before/Christmas morning. She's still little so if we don't think of anything great this year than chances are she won't remember it anyway and we will just start with next year =) ... ideas are welcome new friends of mine.
By the way- I generally write one long, rambling entry a day but I am lurking around while my daughter naps or is otherwise occupied. If you have something you want to say to me but don't want to leave in a comment, you can get in touch with me through email- mandyxx01@yahoo.com or on AIM SurfxxDiva00 (feel free to bug me whenever youre feeling bored, chances are when I get online Im looking for someone ..anyone to talk to)
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[19 Dec 2002|10:25pm] |
((I posted this in my new journal but for lack of anythign interesting to say Im posting it here as well))
Today was totally devoted to wasting time. I didn't get out of my pj's and really enjoyed it. Zac was over early and he took Danielle to go do whatever father daughter things he had planned. Originally I wanted to spend the day pampering myself but I lacked any good pampering supplies as well as the energy to go out and get some, instead I started this journal (http://www.blurty.com/~mandythemom), caught up on my email and talked to some friends from high school I hadn't seen in a while. I also attempted to get through all the laundry that had been piling up as well as the mess Danielle had left strewn around my room. What a glamorus life. Dani & Zac came back bearing gifts of food for dinner and we all sat down and watched Rudolf. While I was very into it I have to admit that Danielle was less than enthused and kept asking to watch "Sitch" aka Lilo & Stitch. I being the awful mommy, refused, Rudolf the Red Nosed Reindeer is a classic, she'll have to learn to love it not to mention the fact that if I counted how many times we have watched "Sitch" in the last few days I'd go nuts. She wasn't even supposed to get the video until Christmas, but at 2 years old she is already a master snooper and came prancing into my room waving it around.
Ok I promised myself this journal wouldn't be all Danielle babble... *tries to think of something in her life that doesn't have to do with the kid* Impossible. =) How about just some more info on myself? I turned 18 on September 1st, when Im not at school I live at home with my parents, Im the crazy spoiled only child. My boyfriend Zac is Danielle's father and we have been dating for about a year and a half (& yes he is Danielle's biological father, and yes she is 2 and a half so YES it is quite complicated) We both go to the same school about 2 hours away from here. We live together, with Danielle, in a house owned by a friend of his families. She's old and out spending most of her cash on vacations and visiting her family so generally we have the house to ourselves which is a fantastic deal for a couple of broke college kids paying less than we would in a crappy apartment. We're both undecided majors, Zac is a little closer to deciding than I am. I just finished out the semester with a 3.5 which I happen to be very proud of. I worked my ass of in a math class that just about killed me. Im actually very content with my life at this point, its not perfect, and probably wouldn't seem that much fun to the average 18 year old but Im happy.
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Oh yes, I just remembered what I was going to mention at the end of my last post- I checked my grades this morning and finished my first semester of college with a 3.5 exactly. Go me.
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[17 Dec 2002|02:49pm] |
Hey!
Its really starting to feel Christmasy around here, I made a thousand Christmas cookies last night (which I ate almost all of already) and our house is all decorated and the tree is up.. plus its about 45-50 degrees outside (and in the house!) which adds to the holiday feeling. I got all my Christmas shopping done for Danielle, and Zac and my family and everyone else I need to spoil, this weekend, gifts are bought, wrapped and hidden away and all with 8 days to spare,lol =) Thats a big relief for me although Ill end up shopping again out of boredum and then kick myself for spending too much money.. oh well, going broke & getting fat... thats what the holiday season is about right?
Danielle has been in a better mood the last few days, thankfully. She still has her moments of course but at least she's been able to go from one activity to the next without screaming and crying and throwing herself on the floor. I actually think she was acting like that because Zac wasn't here.. she's had him 24 hours a day for the last 16 weeks or so and then all of a sudden it changed again.. annoying but understandable.
I'm exhausted and lost my train of thought so Ill end with my list of things Im going to do before I die-
[x] get a tattoo
[ ] get a college degree
[ ] get a job I love
[ ] marry the love of my life
[ ] own a beautiful house on the beach
[ ] have at least one more baby
[ ] visit a city in every time zone
[ ] watch my daughter turn into a beautiful adult
[ ] write heartfelt letters to everyone I love
[ ] fly in a hot air ballon
[ ] skydive
[ ] wish on a shooting star
[ ] spend all night outside
[ ] collage an entire wall with photographs
[ ] call Erica
[ ] hit Nick with a truck
[ ] save a life
[ ] be in a movie
[x] run a marathon
[ ] go to Mardi Gras
[ ] go to Carnival in Brazil
[ ] feed a stranger
[ ] be in the audience of a trashy talk show
[ ] spend New Years in NY
[ ] meet Brad PItt
[ ] win the lottery
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[29 Nov 2002|10:34pm] |
November 27th-
I know I havent writtten in a long time, it seems like skipping one day suddenly turns into a couple weeks and I have no idea where the time went or what I was doing that I couldn't sit down for 10 minutes and update my journals. Oh well, thats life. Today is our first day home for Thanksgiving Break. I had been looking forward to getting a few days to chill at home before final exams although now that Im here all I feel is irritated and Im realizing just how much I like not living under my parents eyes every minute of the day. Ive been thinking of all the little plans for my month home in December, Ill make a big list the first day Im back here and then in January we'll see how well I did. Judging from my motivation levels the last 3 months Im guessing I will get about 5% of whatever I put on my list done. *shrugs* 5% is better than nothing though right?
Anyways, on to a little updating- Danielle is great. She will be 3 in 5 months which may seem like a long time to you but trust me, the way things have been going lately that will absolutely fly by. She's getting so big. Im pulling her out of the daycare at school next semester as its become more of a hassle than it should be. She has fun, I know, but my schedule will be more open from January to April and Im just not into having her there anymore. Whats great though is that a neighbor of ours was looking to find one or two kids that she can watch to pull in some extra income while staying at home with her son. I think it will be great for all of us, its a lot more convenient and Danielle will still have other kids to interact with. Next August she can start an actual pre-school which will be a big event for us all.
Speaking of the monster she has now decided to try and escape the house wearing nothing but her pj's (and yes it is almost 1 in the afternoon) and since its too cold out for that Im goijng to go wrangle her into something warm and I guess we will go next door and play with Courtney (and Trey is home this week too, I havent seen him since the summer but he came by to say hi yesterday.. and wow am I getting off topic, Im going now really. Ill add more later)
November 29th-
Ah ok so I started writing that the other day and then never really got back to it. I was just going to gush about how good Trey looked =) Anyways Thanksgiving went pretty well yesterday. We had an early dinner at Zac's house and then stopped by his Dad's house for a littl while. Zac didnt want to go, but it had been a few weeks since he had seen his brother and his mom told him to go. They were civil to each other (Zac & his Dad) so it was fine. Danielle got to hang with her baby uncle though which was nice (and weird..) I pigged out on my moms appetizers all day yesterday and today since Im not really a big fan of the traditional Thanksgiving foods. We spent most of today lounging and avoiding all the stores.
Theres not much else I can think to mention right now. After this weekend we (Zac and I) only have a few more days at school. I lucked out with only needing to take one final, Zac has a few and then we're back here for the month of December.. hopefully I will survive =)
Im going to get moving.. Danielle and I are in need of a shower =) I made a list of things I want to do before I died, if you have AIM you can read it in my profile (SurfxxDiva00) and if not I will post it the next chance I get =) (oh and if you read my profile, say Hi! I wont bite I promise.)
xo- Mandy.
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Gotta love when your 2 and a half year old threatens you with a timeout.
I was whining, I admit. I hate math. I hate homework thus I hate math homework with a fiery burning passion. I thought that pouting might help the situation a little and when it didn't I decided to toss my algebra book across the room as a sign of that fact that I gave up. Said math book is mid air when I hear a tiny voice shout "need a timeout!" and when I turn around all guilty like I see my monster, hands on hips shaking her mini finger at me. Where does she learn this stuf?!! I never even give her time outs!! I couldn't stop giggling uncontrollably to the point where I was almost in tears. I finally decided I need to say something as she is looking at me like I have gone insane (and really I was on the verge of total psychoness) So I told her that indeed I needed a timeout and the two of us sat and played blocks for a while (during which I learned I am the worst block builder ever and its always my fault that our towers fell down, bad mommy!) Now I hope I didnt ruin the whole concept of a timeout for her but even if I did it was worth it because I was totally 100% happy and focused on her during that 'timeout' and it was nice.
I need a vacation.
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[31 Oct 2002|03:53pm] |
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
I have been really busy the last 2 weeks or so, Kristen got into a huge fight with her mom over something that is none of my business to be sharing on the internet but basically Kristen didn't want to stay at her house, I gladly would have had her come stay with me although considering Im 2 hours away that wasnt an option so she ended up staying at my parents house for a couple days (with Kaia) until her and her mom could work things out, by the time that I came home for the weekend they had patched everything up which was good. I was surprised that my mom was so willing to have her and the baby stay at our house.. I dont know why, my mom is hard to read sometimes and she can be very accepting one minute and snobby and judgmental the next. Im glad that she was there for Kristen though. I think my mom was just glad to have someone to annoy for a little while =)
- I had to pick my classes for next semester which wasn't that difficult since Im still getting my GEP's out of the way. What was difficult was trying to arrange a schedule that worked with Danielle and Zac. I wanted to get as many classes as I could on Tuesdays and Thursdays in order to get them out of the way and have three days a week where I could spend all day with Danielle, and work and possibly extend my weekends from Friday to Monday (which would be awesome) so far it doesn't seem to be working but I still have a few days to play around with classes. Since we have so much time to plan our schedules out in the comfort of our own home without feeling rushed Zac and I are going to try and get some classes together but he's so hard to work with that we have not been cooperating lately *punches him* =) ohh well.
- Danielle is going to be a little witch for Halloween today =) I thought it was fitting considering little miss attitude has been acting super witchy lately. lol, We're going to take her around the block tonight and hopefully she will have a good time, we don't know very many people that live around here soo *shrug* I dont know.. wont be the same as the last two Halloweens but it should be fun. We did pumpkin picking last weekend and then this week we carved a couple and Danielle got to draw on one. Its a masterpiece =) She loves it. She points to it and says "my pun-nin!" all proud of herself =)
- We didn't get the bunny yet.. Im thinking of holding of until Christmas break, that way we'll all be home more often to take care of it and get used to it.. we'll see. Ive already started Christmas shopping =) Im feeling very accomplished over that considering I usually wait until the last minute with everything. Im taking a little bit of money each week and getting one or two things. I want to get Danielle one big present, it was always fun to get a bunch of little things but the one big toy was always the best part of Christmas sooo I have to look around. I have no ideas.. suggestions are welcome.
- ... *trying to think of what else is going on in her boring life* umm we got Danielle's pictures taken for her 2.5 yr portraits/Hallowen pictures. We are going to go back sometime early next month to do Christmas pictures. If we get a family one that comes out all cute and cheesy than those will be sent to everyone so they can hang it up and aww at us for a couple weeks. If not then just Danielle will be in Christmas cards =)
- One more month left of the semester *thank god*
... Im off to go find my little witch and see what kind of trouble shes getting into. I have to figure out what we're doing for dinner and trick or treating.. it gets dark early now so we'll have to go pretty early. I guess Ill wait and see when the other kids are running around outside. Later Im going to have to figure out how to sort all Danielles candy without her throwing a tantrum over it...
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[30 Oct 2002|09:44pm] |
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I'm alive.. and coming back tomorrow to update..
promise!
(because I know you missed me)
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[17 Oct 2002|09:23pm] |
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My internet wasn't working yesterday =( How sad. Not that you missed anything by me not getting to update. Nothing exciting or out of the ordinary happened in that one day.
To-Do List (as of 10:22AM) ::
x. Math homework
x. Study for possible quiz
x. Laundry (3:17PM)
x. Copy economics notes (3:17PM)
x. Eat (all day)
x. Clean Danielles floor (3:17PM)
x. Pick out clothes for Danielles pictures tomorrow (3:17PM)
x. Take a shower (5:29PM)
x. Get dressed (5:29PM)
x. Drop off film to get developed
.. ok Im off to get started, more excitment from me later. xo
Update (12:48PM) ::
None of the above tasks have been completed, well except for the eating.
ugh. I am way too lazy.
Dani and I did make a huge mess though which I promise will get cleaned up asap, lol, I am such a bad example.
I've also decided I must
x. Clean up desk area (3:17PM)
x. Find course catalog (5:29PM)
x. Choose classes for next semester
It is 3:17 and I just went through and crossed out the things I already got done (not much, lol, I havent even gotten dressed) Ive just added a few things too-
x. Call my mom (5:29PM)
x. Call Kristen
x. Find math book so I can do previously mentioned homework & studying (5:29PM)
x. Find a new spot to keep the math book to avoid spending hours looking for it yet again
x. Figure out why my cell phone wont work
x. Get Zac to do some of the things on this list =)
Dinner Time (Johnny Rockets!), 5:29PM.. I got a few more things done =) I just might get everything done tonight (but I wouldnt count on it)
8:00PM- Friends is on! yay, time for a break! Zac has get Danielle to bed duty tonight =)
Monster is in bed, looking at a book, pretending she can read it so that she can stay up a little later. It's 9:15PM and I am definately going to do math homework now (while I watch Will & Grace of course) *fun*
Edit, 9:22, Forget the homework, Im going to get in my pjs, call Kristen and watch tv. Goodnight =)
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Did I mention that I got a 54 on my economics midterm? Well in case I didn't before, I got a 54 on my midterm, lol, BUT apparently everyone did so awful that our grades were "adjusted" and now I have an 89. =) =) How exciting. Im no longer failing! In fact, I have an A. lol, how undeserved.
I think we're going to go get a pumpkin tonight, I want to find somewhere good to take Danielle to pick one out instead of just some store that happens to have pumkins but I havent seen anywhere around here, Im sure there is a place so we just have to track one down, and if not than I guess we will wait until this weekend and get one back home. Guess what else we are going to get? A bunny! I miss having a pet as does Zac and we thought about a hamster or gerbil or something like that but its too small for Danielle, she would crush it ;p so I talked to some people and they reccomended a rabbit but we have to check out the pet stores and see whats available. Advice was to not just pick one and run, instead spend a half hour or so holding it and giving it attention to see how it responds, what may at first look like a sweet pet could get all evil after a few minutes of being held. So thats also in our plans for the next few weeks. .. not to mention that Danielle has a picture appointment on Friday which might end up being a combination of 2.5 year old portraits, fall pictures AND Christmas pictures .. depending on how booked they are for the end of November. I wanted to get family ones done for Christmas but we'll see..
What else? Not much going on really (well, lots of things going on but nothing that would interest anyone, unless you are interested in things like laundry, homework, studying, cleaning up toys 18 times a day, tantrums when toy towers fall down, and Dora marathons..)
Blah ok, I am sitting in a computer lab right now , booooring. I am hungry. I think as soon as I get out of here (Im supposed to be finishing an assignment but we can all see how well thats going..) I am going to go get something to eat, Subway maybe, and then its back home and into bed. Tomorrow is going to be a busy day and Im tiiired. I need a vacation.
I haven't gotten a lot of email lately *hint, hint* so maybe if you aren't doing anything... *hint, hint* =)
~ Mandy.
[last year.]
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01. Describe me using three or less words.
02. If you could spend a day with me, what would we do?
03. Have we ever gotten in a fight?
04. Have you ever dreamt of me? If so, tell me about it.
05. If you could give me a present, what would it be?
06. Would you hug me?
07. What do you REALLY think of me?
08. Do you trust me?
09. Do you know something about me that no one else knows?
10. What month is my birthday?(without looking at my LJ profile! Don't cheat!)
11. Do you know how old I am? (same as above..Don't cheat!)
12. Anything you wanted to tell me but never got a chance to?
I forgot to write yesterday! grrr... =)
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[12 Oct 2002|11:05pm] |
=)
I had a good weekend so far. The game was a lot of fun. It was nice seeing people (friends, friends parents and teachers included) that we hadn't seen in a while. Zac even saw a couple of the girls from the team he coached the last couple years (who are siblings of people that go to the high school we went to) and they ran over and were like "Coah Zac! Coah Zac!" lol, it's so cute. He is so great with them, and had I not already known how great of a father he is, the way he interacts with them would have been a really good sign (lol, I don't know if that came out right, but hopefully you get what I'm trying to say...) Anyways, it was fun watching Zac & Katie crown new court (because they are outgoing king & queen. =) what would I do without the two of them (*having a nice happy mushy moment*)
Tonight is the dance, I saw a couple of the girls in my neighborhood all dressed up and on their way out, Ill admit that that is one of the things I will miss about high school, I love getting all girly and made up. Someone needs to get married or something so I can get a new dress (this would be where Katie hits me and says, in a very matter of fact tone, that I am going to be the first one married so we should just hurry up and do it already =p)
Im pretty sure I have a mellow week coming up *knocks on wood* so that should be nice. Ive got a lot of little family chores to get done but it shouldnt really be anything to stress about. I sort of feel like I am getting sick (that whole feel it in your bones tiredness..) lets just hope that Im feeling this way because Ive been busy and that a massage will cure all =)
Welll I think thats it for todays post. I need to go find Zac and see what we're doing tomorrow, when we're heading back home and all of that. I want to get over to Kristens for at least a couple hours before we leave. Kaia is one month old already! =) super adorable but starting to get a little more cranky than she has been =/ lets hope its just a quick mood swing and she will be back to her happy baby self soon (for Kristens sake =p) Ohh I just remembered something I was going to wrire about her but I guess I will just do it tomorrow.. the words are starting to blur on this screen which means its time for bed =)
<3 Mandy.
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ok we're off.. Have a great weekend =)
The three best things about this week were:
x. getting everything I need to get done accomplished
x. umm.. keeping up with my journals!
x. um thats about it
The three worst things about this week were:
x. 54% on a midterm, damn Im smart
x. Having a thousand things to do
x. not getting my 'me weekend' =(
One thing you wish you could forget about this week:
x. economics
One memory you want to keep forever:
x. washing the car with Danielle
Best thing you bought:
x. food!!!
One thing you wasted your money on:
x. hmm no wasted money this week thankfully
The thing you are looking forward to most about the weekend:
x. the game, our school always had a really great vibe around homecoming. It should be fun. Plus ILl probably get to see a lot of people I havent seen since graduation.
The thing you are looking forward to most about the upcoming week
x. eh I can't think that far ahead.. whats going on next week?
One thing you are dreading about the weekend:
x. not much at all
One thing you are dreading about the upcoming week:
x. classes in general = boring, but the semester is more than half way done!
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You may have noticed how both Zac & I and everyone else I talked to about this weekends plans completely forgot the fact that there is a game tonight at our highschool that he must attend.
... oops. oh well. At least Katie remembered when I talked to her this morning and so now plans have been changed but thats alright... Ill take my 'me weekend' next weekend =)
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You thought I was going to forget and not update today didn't you. Well you were wrong =) (sort of since Im sure this will be a bad excuse for an update ;p)
Pretty much all I have to say is that I just read this entry (on livejournal) that this girl/woman/female.. whatever.. wrote about her child and it was awful. If I give anymore details than that Im sure someone will recognize who it is and I don't feel like starting a fight but just .. wow. =/ She must have had some misguided views about what motherhood was going to be like in order to say some of the things she did. It makes me feel very sorry for her child.
*sigh*
Everything that needed to get done today did. Yay for me. The car and clothes (and monster) are clean, the fridge is full, the paper is done AND I even had time to get a haircut.
Everyone is headed to the beach this weekend, I, as usual, am headed home but I will be back on Sunday. Im not taking Danielle or Zac which means I get a little "me" time =) which really just translates to getting to listen to whatever I want to on the radio when Im in the car =) Dani has been in terror mode for the last couple days so I'm a little relieved to get away for the day and a half I will be home.. lol pray for Zac though =)
Danielle will be exactly 2 and a half tomorrow and Kaia will be one day away from a month old, wow, the kids need to stop growing up so fast!
I hope everyone has lots of fun this weekend, Ill make sure to post tomorrow either before I leave or from home, we'll see..
(and my last entry was #200 on my FOD! funny how it took my 10 months to write 30 entries ;p Im getting better!)
Love & Hugs,
Mandy
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[10:17 AM] I am hungry. We have no food. Remind me to shop.
[8:33 PM] Not enough energy to continue functioning. =( Where's the weekend? 2 more days? No classes tomorrow? Alright, I guess I will survive.
... yes I am strange I know it, just ignore me.
I have this paper that I need to write tomorrow but zero motivation. I think Im going to wash my car tomorrow too. I should probably do some laundry while Im at it. & buy some food (that being the most important task of the day) chores chores chores .. wont tomorrow be exciting.
[8:51PM] I love how I just zone out while staring at this computer screen. =/ Zac just put Danielle to bed (yay for him) and now we are going to spend some couple time together and watch a movie or something. *yawn* .. if I can stay awake that is.
x. Corie- no it didn't sound rude AT ALL and even if it didn't I probably wouldn't have noticed and/or minded. Serioulsy I want people to ask whatever they want to ask me no matter how rude or whatever it may seem. I don't mind at all, Ill answer almost anything without getting offended.
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I'm tired!
Its only Tuesday (technically Wednesday I guess since today is pretty much over considering all classes are done and Danielle just needs to get in bed sometime soon) =( =( whine whine whine. I am in such a complainy mood right now. Ill try to stop..
ohh Katie informed me that she is making me something very funny on her computer with Zac, Danielle and I on it and apparently says something very amusing. I can't wait ;p
POP-ORN! POP-ORN! haha Danielle wanted some popcorn, time out on the entry writing. I will be right back.
ok now that was about 4 hours ago, lol. Hmm I dont remember where I was going with anything that I was saying. Danielle is in bed finally, Im working on reading some economics in order to avoid the hell that was my midterm.
.. and no I never wrote an entry with specifics about Nick, I think I mentioned some things when I was talking about some other stuff but never got into details. I might one day but sometimes it makes me feel like a total idiot so I avoid it and just rant. I actually will sit down eventually I think, when I have time to make it a good entry and say everything I need to say about it..
<3 Mandy
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Kit Kat and I hung out this weekend! We hadn't seen each other since the end of August and that is a lifetime for us. (We talk on the phone all the time though so its not as if we have completely abandoned each other ;p) We were hanging out at the mall, Katie, Danielle and I when the fun ended momentarily. We ran into Nick (infamous exboyfriend who randomly pops up occasionaly to remind me of the fact that there are some things in this world that suck, and life is not always glittery and happy) He looked shitty and I can only imagine the illegal substances that he is still wrecking himself with. (can't say that I really care though) Katie and I inadvertably got behind him in line at Sbarros, and had I recognized him I would have postponed lunch time but before I got the chance to realize it was him he had turned around and I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of darting out of line. [end run on sentance] ANYWAYS.. he did, as he usually does when we meet, his little act, as if he can't recall the extreme passionate hatred that I have for him or the reasons behind this hatred.
(side note: my mother overheard me telling Zac about this chance meeting, and how I despise Nick and she joked that I need therapy or something to resolve my "issues" with him. *rolls eyes* Im sorry but no amount of therapy is going to make me believe that he is worth the air he breathes. I guess my mom figures that Im going overboard on the "hate the exboyfriend" thing but she also has NO IDEA about half of the shit I went through with/over him. Despite the few heart to hearts we've had in the last few years, Ive never really let her know the bulk of the problems Nick and I had)
Moving on (again) he tried to make small talk and Kit had a few colorful words for him over that (my apologizes to the poor old lady who was stuck next to her, this is why teenagers get bad reputations) Danielle started fussing while we were in line as 2 year olds tend to do when its crowded and they are hungry and Nick, as he was leaving thought that he should tell inform me that he believed my daughter is on her way to being "as big of a bitch as her mom"
(side note again: Zac is officially preparing to kill Nick the next time he sees him, and of course Zac didn't say it as nicely as that but I thought I woud spare you the language)
@%#^&! if ANYONE EVER tries to treat Danielle that way I swear to God I will personally rip them apart inch by inch. Ugh. Sometimes I want to just lock her in a room with Blue's Clue's and some fruit loops and have her stay happy and content the way she is now forever. I know that I wont be able to protect her from people like Nick, but I just pray that I can teach her to be smarter than I was.
I was going to post this Friday but didn't remember to press post so I edited it to include what happened over the weekend-
The three best things about this week were:
x. Hanging out with Katie!
x. Getting A's on both of the tests I took
x. Getting over my stressed out mood from the week before
The three worst things about this week were:
x. Not finding Danielle a Halloween costume
x. Watching the Wiggles, over and over and over...
x. Running into Nick
One thing you wish you could forget about this week:
x. Nick
One memory you want to keep forever:
x. Danielle telling me she wanted to be mommy for Halloween =)
Best thing you bought:
x. Mango pinapple smoothie, yum
One thing you wasted your money on:
x. Ankle braclet that broke 4 seconds after I put it on
The thing you are looking forward to most about the weekend:
x. sleeping
The thing you are looking forward to most about the upcoming week
x. sleeping
One thing you are dreading about the weekend:
x. the drive home
One thing you are dreading about the upcoming week:
x. my math test
How interesting.
I'm done for now. Ill write again later.
Im trying to get in the long post mood again so I have something worth putting on my FOD. Reading my old entries made me miss keeping up and having everything that happened written down to reminise over.
<3 Mandy
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[03 Oct 2002|09:04pm] |
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3 years ago today I had been 15 for one month and I found out that I was pregnant.
2 years ago today my monster was only 5 months old.
1 year ago today I wrote this (look at that picture, aww!)
And today? Well I had the day off and stayed in bed for most of the afternoon with Danielle. Then we got up and ate pancakes for lunch with Zac who came back from classes. After that we went shopping for a Halloween costume (I KNOW! slacker mommy!) We didn't find anything but I am confident that something perfect will show up .. this weekend hopefully, lol. I told Danielle that she would get to dress up and pretend to be whatever she wanted (and I gave her some examples like a kitty cat, a princess etc) and so I asked her what she wanted to be and she said "mommy" lol too cute. Then we made pizza for dinner and watching the Wiggles on tape (scary! lol) Danielle is fast asleep now (yay!) and Zac and I are about to homework. What an exciting life we lead =)
Im tired. Enough of me for tonight.
<3 Mandy
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I'm having a little stressed out "what am I doing here/what am I going to do with the rest of my life" moment.
.. and it is highly unenjoyable.
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